The Clearance Aisle: The Other Poems of Singular Impact; poetry from the Glass Citadel

"When's the Landslide Coming?"

Amongst rhomboid lozenges and dreams of

Stonehenges there’s a repeating question –

When’s the landslide coming?

Down near iridescent ctenophores

stone-drawn in ferrous ores there’s that question –

When’s the landslide coming?

Between bismuth bronze alcazars and wine-

colored bazaars there’s my constant question –

When’s the landslide coming?

 

It’s coming when the storm rolls in;

                   when the storm breaks in

it’s coming. Are you ready for

 

when Cro-Magnons come and eat at your desk?

when exequies fail to put you to rest?

when Lacan brings a funhouse mirror from Budapest?

when colporteurs fail to leave you blessed?

when darioles are put to the test?

 

Let me tell you some words, give some advice

‘fore the storm rolls out, let me be real concise:

 

never perform a play if you’re down in the jail;

always measure a suit if it comes with a veil;

never sign an envelope you got in the mail;

always trust a sheriff if he’s speaking in braille;

never eat an omelette if it came from a quail.

 

Well, the landslide’s coming and it’ll be 

                                                                 swift –

the thunder’s coming to broil the broth,

so let the spendthrifts give you their gifts:

 

three gypsy moths and an old washcloth;

a rubricated manuscript with

three of those nacarat feathered pens,

cotinga tipped yet still nondescript;

fine gifts from a lazaret down in Bharat.

 

Well, still rolling on, it’s rolling on 

                                                         down –

with these few heuristic words and about

twelve zealous swords you’re ready on for

 

when Maximus translates God’s new will;

when communion must crashes and spills;

when John Henry runs a railroad spike through Yggdrasil;

when oil barons make all earth one deep ghyll;

when flower shops start selling Siberian squills.

 

Time’s drawing short, the short of the straw

but time doesn’t know so I’ll lay down the law:

 

no more time like Jesus and Judas;

no more time like Caesar and Brutus;

no more time for the prudish and foolish –

no more time for but the absolutists.

no more time because time is useless.

 

There’s that raucous comeuppance, that ever –

present question we package ourselves for –

When’s the landslide coming? It’s coming

 

when they assault Shackel’s motte and bailey;

when landscape photos come out all grainy;

when common law inveigles the bailee;

when frondeurs come for Juneau’s Delaney;

when meteors collide on the daily.

 

The dinosaurs are dying on a kid’s show

so I got to end with what you need to know:

 

only drink Ceylon tea when it’s three O’clock;

only drive a car when you’re half-shocked;

only climb a wall if it’s made out of chalk;

only eat a meal when it’s colored glauque;

only listen me if you’ve talked the walk.

“The Tale of Two Friends” 

The sunken pallor of the sun-beat grass did not deter us,

For the green of the grass was the green-marbled halls of Brünnhilde,

And we were ancient friends Siegfried and Hagen of Tronje —

Our winter jackets now raven-cloaks, sticks now broadswords,

With us both rivalling the swordsmanship of famous Ahti.

 

The bare clay of the ground journeyed us to terrible Pohjola,

Where we found Ilmarinen’s Sampo was but a corrugated shoebox.

Then after having valiantly stolen the sketchers hidden inside

We would take our plastic recorders and play better than Väinämöinen.

 

The small un-mowed area journeyed us to the forest of Arkhon Arkhozh,

And we would bang our pebbles on the overgrown cobblestone,

Warning that mighty beast with the clang of Zhaqa’s horse hooves.

Then we would clatter to the white-picket mountains of neighboring Chinta,

And plot the defense of our people as great Narts Sawseruquo and Totaresh.

 

But Siegfried’s dragon skin was not all-encompassing,

And Ahti did not keep his vow to Saari’s Kylliki,

And Sawseruquo did not return the favour to Totaresh,

Just as the sun-kilned grass did not allay our words.

"May 5th, 1852"

The soil of the mountains cannot forget

whose blood it endured on that day

Taken from Bilejik and then cursed at Tbilisi,

the head of the man lies far away

though the blood from his neck still flows free,

the red of his blood the red of nature’s anger;

for it is not nature who tends the rice fields,

but man who waterlogged her soil –

man whose design stopped his horse,

killing him long before they severed his head.

 

Even so, the harvest was good.

"Allotted Stones"/"River Runs Anxious"

Oh, to run along that riverbed of worry

Where the stones touch not the stream

But gaze about wondering, waiting

For the touch of the small child’s palm

Marked loosely against his mother’s wishes.

 

Oh, to be such a stone of history, my

Back smoothed from time below the waves

Inscribed with the initials of the child

Now towering like a boulder, marked 

Along with the two of his older lover.  

 

Oh, to float as a leaf atop the river of life

To touch the water my lips have longed

And to feel then stone and then sediment 

Of that child I wished to have been

But accompanied not across the waterfall

Am I. 

"The Weatherman's Wife"

The clouds are crying from the weatherman’s wife

Who got dragged in the storm he could not predict.

Now he’s running and screaming with all of his life

And I would run besides him, but I hate to commit.

 

Instead I’ll search the orchard for pockets of clover

Find some with leaves enough for all of their tears.

Then they smile and laugh when the forecast is over

And keep stacked my vases through all of their years.

 

The clover is crying without the weatherman’s wife

Who never returned home from the storm of that day.

Now he’s gone on a train far away from this strife

Far away to that place they all call Chesapeake Bay.

 

I’ve still got my pockets of clover thrown in my pots

I hope it’s enough to untie these knots

                                                     — please be enough.

"Save a Star"

Next came the man in a green hued mask,

Bearing a cart of barrels and casks.

Willing and able for his dear task

To dare question me, and dare me ask,

If I would buy an old copper flask. 

 

At the gaud I forgot common sense,

And quickly my haggling did commence

To gain the bauble at no expense.

And under a feigned indifference

I got the flask for a mere sixpence. 

 

When the man left from where he had been,

I glanced over my trinket of tin,

And felt the desire to make it spin,

And out forth came a black-eyed djinn

Much to my horror and my chagrin.

 

He yelled to all ‘I am at last free!’

And turned his wicked gaze unto me.

‘Bow before me and beg on your knees.’

I fell before him voicing a plea

Beside the poisonous anchar tree.

 

He forced me into that evil tar

Until its venom boughs left me scarred.

That black-eyed djinn travelled oh so far

While I was alone, afraid and marred,

Soon forgotten by all save a star.

"The Undertaker's Understudy"

I will take the undertaker,

And lay him in his grave.

I will take the undertaker,

And lay him to degrade. 

 

So many come to cry at night

Like old Don Juan and Donna Anna

Just to be another victim to the

Stone. 

 

I will take the undertaker,

And lay him with his work.

I will take the undertaker,

And pray it didn’t hurt. 

 

So many ring the iron tight

For a miracle like in Havana 

So that they don’t have to die all

Alone.

 

I will take the undertaker,

And bury him six feet.

I will take the undertaker,

And hope he gets his sleep.

"Drawing Disgrace"

An ekphrastic dedicated to a work whose name I have forgotten.

Lines,

Darting and dashing in the air,

 

Lines,

Striking and striding in the air,

Nearly not nicking the poor plump pheasant. 

 

Lines, 

Undeviating and unwavering in the air,

Firmly driving through her treasured can.

 

Lines, 

Besmirching the scarecrow, out with his wares,

Besmirching the cavalier, off to draw his sabre,

Besmirching the apostle, forsaking the fish, 

Besmirching the old man, 

Who is quiet in his demeanor.

He smiles and does not falter,

And yet he has no clothes 

To hide his horrid happiness. 

 

 

"The Sailor's Duplex"

The sea calls the sailor back to his home.

He hears people in his port of call,

 

            He hears the sea calling him from port.

            His lover stands waiting upon the deck,

 

His love is far away beyond the deck.

She smiles and gently embraces him,

 

            She gently embraces and guides his ship.

            He brought home a bounty of fish to eat,

 

He brought back her gift of fish to eat.

The clouds are telling him to get inside,

 

            The clouds are telling him to leave outside.

            One last kiss as he leaves his lover,

 

One last delay before he is with his love

The sea calls the sailor back to his home.

 

 

"Old Washed Patterning"

The clicking and the tattering of some old washed patterning. 

Embroidered and sheltered in some worn down smelter.

Glazzling and glinting as though to some dedicated minting.

Dreams and nightmares agglomerate some dastardly affairs. 

Mockery and flattery ill-deceived into some immaterate smattering.

Stolen coins and treasures fought as some worthwhile measures.

Plagues and fevers haunt ships as some misplaced perceiver.

Rules and time forgotten to some awestrucken witnessing sublime.

The doubting and livery concocted towards some delivery.

Perhaps happenstance and disgrace will bequeath some embrace.

Horror and ordained hauled triumphantly as some unstained. 

Dullen and mirthless gladly paraded until some belaterate birthless.

Gloom and introspection quietly assaulted by some inspection. 

Of the chitting and chattering of my old washed out patterning.

"Hot Pants in TNR 11 pt. Font"

After Richard Siken’s “Why”

"Broken Like"

Break like the big green garden

no one tends to anymore.

            Break like the rotten fenceposts

            long ago knocked over.


Break like good tears rolling down

A car windshield that no one sees.

            Break like the silo did,

            spilling all we worked for.


Break. Break. Break. Break. Break.


Break like my thoughts on the page,

fragile and diminutive, childish.

            Break like the eggs I toss

            down the stairs for the cat.


Break like my fingers under the tire

where I don’t know what I was thinking.

            Break like the bird’s nest

            the wind just didn’t like.


Break. Break. Break. Break. Break.


Break like my heart according to

the doctor who, when I visited for

my first annual checkup in a while,

worried about my diet and all those

useless things no one actually cares

for when he rattles on with numbers

likely hiding something in plain sight

until he asked me about you, and I

choked, and he had to perform the

Heimliche Maneuver, only he spelled

it right when he spoke about it,

and then I hid behind my medical

tragedy to avoid saying anything

ever again about what you once

told me. I didn’t say. I want to,

now I know why though. I say I’m


Break. Break. Break. Break. Break.

"Elaboration of the 48th"

Nights of the round table,

            ever forlorn, crying

for the sun they were tasked

            to defend. By nature

they must fail, every time

their conscious

            dictates they awake.

 

I stare out the window,

            gazing at the tomato

fallen from the plant that

            is being eaten by

some animal

in tattered clothes.

His greasy palms meld

with the juicy ooze he

uncovers with each bite         

            from yellow teeth,

like the tomato tar

            hiding his palms.

But the psalms cry out! God is in her citadels, in her gardens, tasting now of her

            fruits, now from her garden, now from her tree. God is now in her citadels,

                        in her gardens, tasting now of her fruits, now from her garden, now

                                    from her tree. God is now in her citadels, in her gardens,

                                                tasting now of her fruits, now from her garden, now

                                                            from her tree. God is now in her citadels, in

                                                                        her gardens, tasting now of her fruits,           

                                                                                    now from her garden, now

                                                                                                from her tree. God is

                                                                                                            now in her

                                                                                                                      citadels.

            Like Master and Margarita,

I dance with the devil while sanity

                        hides from a poet’s

            heart.

“An Inventory of All Discovered Species of Ants (So Far) and Their Scientific Useful Names”

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"A Modern Bruegel"/"Icarus in Christmas"

Inspired by Landscape with the Fall of Icarus by Bruegel. 

Shining so bright, oh wonderful Christmas lights

Brilliant red and green on display for our delight 

Up upon the houses, arrayed to dazzle passersby 

Driving through weary past our little land of buckeyes

 

But by the railroad track a new color shines through:

Alongside the car roof with red is that frightening blue

Spinning and flashing and attracting all our attention

As we stare in suspense, unable to alleviate the tension

 

However, soon the scene stays too much the same: 

The ploughman ploughs even though Icarus is in frame

And so eyes turn away, railroad track ignored

Eyes towards the lights, Christmas lights so adored

"Red Ridden Hood"

Seven strong men came out of the woods;

They had their axes and their red riding hoods —

     Where’s the wolf?

     Dead on the bed.

     How did he die?

     He bled til he’s red.

 

Oh Granny, oh Granny, what small ears.

Oh Granny, oh Granny, what small eyes.

Oh Granny, oh Granny, what small teeth.

Oh Granny, oh Granny, I ain’t surprised.

 

Can’t a girl just have something go right?

Instead her lover’s been killed in the night.

 

Tears of relief;

     Least that’s what they seemed.

Tears of her grief;

     Never heard the silent scream.

 

Seven strong men came out of the woods;

They had their axes and their red riding hoods —

     Why did he die?

     You know why.

     What have you done?

     We had our fun.

 

And she never went back to Granny’s no more.

Oh no she danced right back to her fairy tale,

Where the happy ever afters never fail to come.

But she’s forgetting ever afters are only for some.

Happy ever afters only happen for them.

"A Foray to the Afterparty"

I then arrived at the pearly gates overjoyed,

but the doors were closed  — there’s a sign 

     that’s been vandalized that says in bold

              This is Private Property

Well ain’t it funny how that sign lets the 

     whole public know it’s your property? 

Not really a secret anymore. I swear I wasn’t 

     gonna share but your secret’s known just

     about everywhere; you sort of told them.

 

I know that sometimes it’s a crime to loiter,

but I was really bored and took in the view:

 

                                                                 (it was more than I could chew)

There were men with big cigars

                                                       and their smoke rings were the clouds

There was steak and caviar

                                                                      the angels fed to the crowds

Then a toast with words that taunted me with

chinking glasses and clamoring all around;

                                                                               I’ve never felt so down.

 

Then an angel parked his car and I spoke to the valet about all these things I had to say.

                 She just shrugged.

                                           I suppose that makes sense.

I just waited.

                     Saw their comings 

                                                                                                & their goings

& I found this odd state of mind where none of it bothered me, just rolled off down the gutter to join the clutter of my worries:

 

Cockroaches, the IRS, eye doctors, and

     success. Lightning too loud, chilly days,

     decomposition, and the latest craze. My 

     bank account, an unmowed lawn, shoes

     shoes that squeak, and an accidental 

     yawn. Mother-in-law, my graying hair, a

     missing piece, and the polar bears.

 

I then scrawled my name with the rest,

        for vandalism is just art to me.

                                                              I’m too relaxed to care about arrest.

So with a big red pen I wrote:

         [Your name here]

Wasn’t much, but at least it was something.

 

The last thing I saw before the bouncer 

     Finally came was a shimmer of the big

     central koi pond, where nothing swam.

"Heart, Bone, & Marrow"

Your heart whispers words:

     of fear? Of love? Perhaps there is 

     neither in the blood of a dying heart.

 

The bones break at its words:

     the weight of them is overwhelming.

 

And the heart bleeds over the bones; bones become red and stained like a fumbling vicar. The blood seeps deep into the marrow, and refuses to leave out of desperation unknown. You can never wash out all the blood of the heart from the marrow of the bones no matter how hard you try; it has become a part of it.

     Stained now like glass, not tarnished like

     cloth idly ignored even when it is worn.

 

And what of the heart?

     It died that day. But it planted deep in the

     marrow its blood, and deep in the blood is

     the seed of the heart. It will regrow, out of 

     the marrow, out of bone. It will bleed again

"ABC #1"

Adults, babies, children, dogs:

     everyone forgets gratitude;

historic indisposition, journals keep listing.

My neglect overlooked, planet quietly readies

     Selfishness —

The unloved visitor welcomes Xanax Yearly

Zoo.

"An Autumn Day"

The autumn comes to

swirl my     position.

              dis                  And you know I never

                                        was the kind to ever

                                    really listen.

But even so,

I need the time 

so I can     position.

              re                 So please just give me

                                     time:

                                             the hourglass/

                           /raging sands/my demands,

                                please just give me

                                                                time.

        I don’t mean to cause

        an      position, it just so happens that

             im possibility is my new condition.

 

And the birds they sing

     softly:

               mating calls/

morning songs/devoid of 

               right and wrong; maybe…

                                                        no, no no.

And yet

             dream my dream of

       dewey eyes and no goodbyes

             between ladybugs 

                   and quiet hugs, hushed beneath

                        an        growing, and an 

                            ever flowing blanket of love.

 

Much too much 

        you know I know.

 

                 But just read my        position, 

                                            com              hold

       out hope again   the raging light.

                               st

                                  ‘s above not caring

                                                              much

anymore — songs long gone unlike the 

    morning larks

                          and the nightingales.

 

By my ad

               mission, I’ll up

                                      hold our ten

                                                         ets of hope; God knows you won’t,

          God, no you won’t. 

 

                    Sorry to say I have cast our

             dreams this way,

                                        it got away (away).

 

                  Do you think

           angels even know our names?

                      I think they won’t. That’s

                                                             okay.

 

    Hold on tight, things will find a way to let us know our time to stay has come at last. 

            /the hourglass/my demands/

/raging sands/howl through the night/stars alight/pacing’s bright/midnight falls, all along.

 

Dance with me

           beneath the falling stars

And we’ll catch ablaze and burn brighter

           than they ever could before,

                           we’ll teach them more, or…

 

Time.

It rushes on, 

                    on from us: to new

      horizons level at the sea,

                                               riptide fries 

    our once (twice) fragile eyes.

 

                             Can we see?

                                What’s that supposed

                to mean? We’ll just figure out

  — somehow

              anyhow.

 

Just autumn come and please be

gentle to me, and to yourself.